new world.

Yes. I am finally coming back, I think. Haha. :D

Last Wednesday was the start of our classes. Unfortunately, me and five of my friends(I am not actually friends with the other one. I don't like her much. Actually, everyone of us doesn't really like her. Haha.) were moved to another section which is 201A. We were not happy about what happened because we were expecting that we will still be on the B block this sem, but the world turned back on us. Boo-hoo. So, being with the A block, and being with people on the A block was not fun at all. And when I say not fun at all, it's not really really fun. It feels like we sre surrounded by people mocking us always. And, of course, they dominated the block because aside from the fact that they are really the original owner of the block, they are 19 people close to each other, while us, we are only 6 people, and we don't like the other one of us. Haha. How bad is that. So whenever they are laughing, we can't relate to them, and they ignore us. They don't care about us. How dare they call themselves Psychology students when they are so insensitive. They don't care about our feelings. Tsk tsk.

And, there is another thing that hurts our feelings. The former A block(our new blockmates) blames the former B block(which is us) because they were also deblocked. Half of their class were moved to 201B. They said that if it weren't for our other blockmates who were delisted from Psychology or shifted to another course, they wouldn't be deblocked. How dare them. I think it's not totally our fault.

I am not feeling my new blockmates. They are so weird and "mababaw". I don't know. Maybe it's just me, but I really don't like their faces and attitudes. I know, I know. I am judmental. Haha. But I really don't like them. Haha.

Ok. Enough of them. Let's talk about what happened today. Haha.

I am so happy today because me and my friends saw each other again for the advanced celebration of my birthday. Haha. Also, one of our friend came back from Italy. Haha. So it was a double celebration, my birthday and the coming back of our friend. Haha. It was really really fun.

After Klarisse's class, she and I went back to Lipa together. We arrived at our tambayan at 3:30pm, I think. Haha. And we saw our TFC friend. Haha. We were so happy because we weren't able to see him personally for about a year, and he has changed. His hair changed. That's all. Haha. And, they gave me a surprise. Haha. But our TFC friend said it to me while they were buying it. Haha. Nonetheless, I was still surprised and overwhelemed. Haha. I love my friends so much. Haha.

Carlo, the TFC friend, treated us lots of liquors, drinks and food. They were overflowing! Haha. But i didn't drink much because I don't feel it. Haha. It was pure ecstacy. Just the right thing I need for all the stress school is giving me. Argh. Haha. All we did was just pure laugh. No dull moments. No senti moments. It was just all pure fun and happiness. It felt so good to be with my friends again. After a month, we were able to see each other again. Haha. I really love them so much. Haha.

I'm off now. I need to rest. My feet's aching so much. Ciao! :)

magbabalik.

newer and fresher. a major comeback? haha.

SOON! :D

And, super belated happy birthday to my blog(051807). :)

on-screen keyboard.

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gah. it's so hard to use an onscreen keyboard, so that's why i have not been udating. haha. nagloloko ang keyboard namin. tsk tk. haha. aun. maguupdate na lang ako pag ayos na to o kaya naisipan na nilang bumili ng bago. haha. :)
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Aun. Haha. My brother managed to fix our keyboard. Yay! Haha.

Anyways, this week was fun, and irritating. Haha. Kasi anhirap makaalis sa bahay, anhirap tumakas, ang ingay ni mama pa. Haha.

Last Monday, i went to our school to finish my application for my major next sem. Unfortunately, we weren't able to submit the requirements because the application forms are not yet available. Tsk. So, I just went there for nothing. Gah. I would have to go back there on April 30.

Because I wasn't able to do what I was supposed to do there, Kencel and I just went out. Haha. We went to MoA. I forgot what we did there. Haha. Basta. Aun.

Oh, my friends and I had an outing last Thursday. We went to Kawilihan in Lipa. Haha. I wasn't supposed to be there because my mom did not allow me to go, but I sneaked out of our house when my mom and dad went to work already. Haha. Pero nagpaalam naman ako kay ina noong umalis na ko, tinext ko siya. Haha.

I had fun though we were only few becuase some of our friends have summer classes. Tsk tsk. Haha. Aun. Lorenz taught me how to float in water, but I wasn't able to learn. It was so tiring. Haha. Also, Kim was always bringing me to the center of the pool, which was the deepest part of the pool. Haha.

We went home at 5:30pm, I think. Because my parents and Bibi's parents don't know that that we had an outing. Haha.

So there. I miss my friends already! Haha.

update. at last.

Yey. An update. Finally. I've managede to convince myself to blog again. Haha. Tinatamad na talaga kooo. Hindi lang magblog, sa lahat ng bagay na. Haha. Bakasyon na kasi eh. Haha.

Bakasyon na! Sobrang ramdam ko na ang bakasyon. Natutulog nanaman kasi ako ng late tapos lagi ako walang magawa. Haha. At ayoko ng mga ginagawa ko. Gusto ko naman may magawa. Sobrang amboring ng buhay eh. Haha.

So, that's it. Haha. I've got really nothing to say. Because there is nothing to share. Maybe there is, but I opt not to share it. Because it's a taboo. Because I don't know. Haha. Basta as of the moment, I am very happy and I'm in the state of ecstacy. Haha.

I miss my high school friends, really. My college friends also, of course. But not all of them. Haha.

I'll update a very sensible entry soon. But just not now. I'm currently not in the mood to write anything. :)

hello world.

Wala lang.

I remember "Hello World" as an example in our Computer class way back when I was in high school. Wala lang. I just remembered it, and my Computer teacher back then, Ms. Obre. Hello Ms. Obre! :)

And yes, I am officially back to the blogging world. Yay! :D :D :D Though I still have an exam tomorrow in Computer and Theology + an exam on Chemistry next Monday. Aja! Kaya ko 'to. Haha.

A lot of things happened to me this past month. Accomplishments, failures, and realizations. Oooh. Time is really precious, big time. I should really learn how to treasure each and every moment of it and not waste it. But, I also have to keep in mind that patience is virtue. I shouldn't rush things, rushing things might lead me to sudden death. Hmmmm.

I am a lot happier now than before and will be happier by tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and the day after the day after tomorrow, and... hopefully forever. Haha. I am so glad that the 'stupid + weird + heartbreaking + ouch + pride + dumb moment' that happened earlier this year happened. To remind you of that, click here. Because of that, I've learned and realized so many things. And also, a better and much happier thing happened to me. Haha. *ismayl* I am sooo happy now. Maybe if I am still in that 'surreal', I wouldn't be this happy. Haha. I've waked up, and I am now in reality. I am facing reality now. I know that, and I am very sure of that.

During the span of time that I was away with 'her', I've realized that I really didn't love her. Yes, you read it right. She is a 'her' and not a 'him'. I just liked her, because she is kind and all. I almost thought she was perfect, in terms of... basta. But no, she isn't. And she will never be. Nobody is, anyway. What I felt for that person was just 'physical attraction' and not 'love'. I just misinterpreted what I felt for her, well, because, I thought I loved her. Basta. Weird. Also. Err. I wanted to prove to someone that I have moved on. That I wasn't affected by what happened to us. Remember my post last November 2? The person who gave me that text message was that someone. I know, I know. I was wrong, damn wrong. I shouldn't have really gave in to what I thought I was feeling. Silly me. Tsk. Whatever.

To her, thank you. For the times that we had been together, you made me feel special, and you made me happy. I want to bring back the closeness that we had. Really. I miss you. Oh, I wish you and her happiness. Don't ever break up again, ok? So you would't have to be confused again and hurt other's feelings. Haha. I still hate you, btw. Can't erase that feeling. Tsk.

To him, thank you also. And, I can finally say that I really have moved on. Thanks to him. Haha. I am over you now. Promise. Haha. Good luck to you and her. I wish you happiness. Really. Haha. I wanna see you again, it's been a long since we last saw each other. I miss you. I can still say that, right? Anyway, you are still my friend naman. Haha.

Take note: Those two don't read my blog. Haha. And I hope they wouldn't. Haha.

The reason why I was typing this is because I was with her a while ago. Along with our other friends. Haha. Wala lang. Napagtanto ko lang ang lahat ng ito. Haha.

I desperately want to change my layout. Pero tinatamad akoooo. Igawa n'yo ko. Haha. :)

la lang.

Tagged by Avy, a long long time ago. Haha.

RULES:
"Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!"

1. I hate her.

2. I don't like to stay at home. I always want to go out with anyone na pwede kong hilahin.

3. I always make sure that I correct people if their grammar is wrong.

4. I like the smell of insecticides and detergents. Oh, gases too.

5. I do my projects/requirements/assignments or whatever the day before the submission. No, actually madaling araw ko ginagawa. Haha.

6. I like brutal scenes. Yung may mga patayan. Haha.

7. I love to kill cockroaches.

8. I tend to laugh alone.

9. I like biting people in their shoulders.

10. I am starting to dislike chocolates.

androgenous.

I must say, I can really feel that the semester's going to end pretty soon because (ARGH!) there are so many things that I need to accomplish as soon as posible. Tsk tsk. And I can barely go online and blog hop. Aww.

What the hell is my Comm Arts Professor thinking? Tsk tsk. I, and some of my classmates are just average students. For God's sake, we are not geniuses. Does he really think that we can just finish our thesis(but Jazzy said that it's just a research paper) in just a month? Gah. I hate him, or her? Oh, he said that he's androgenous. Whatever. Tsk. I just don't like him. No, I like him and all, he's funny and neat-lookiing, but not the way he teaches and tortures us. Hindi sweet. Tsk. I have to pass my thesis next week, but still, I have nothing to write on my paper. Tsk tsk.

Oooh. I barely have enough sleep at all. I slept at around 2:30am today for our Theology report. But, we didn't report today, so bale wala lang din yung pagod ko. Tsk tsk.

I really need to rest. Badly.

Oh, and due to the said(and unsaid) requirements that I have to finish, I will go on hiatus. But you can still contact me through my friendster accounts, if I can still check them, or through YM. :)

train.

Yay. After a long time of not being able to blog due to some stupidity that my parents did to our internet connection, here I am today in our Computer Lab, blogging. Haha. Soshal. Haha.

BELATED HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!!

Last Friday, we went to Cloud 9, a restaurant in Antipolo. It was nice there. Overlooking of Metro Manila. Haha. Maganda. Tahimik. Haha. He gave me a puppy stuff toy and white roses, too. Haha. Tapos. Aun. Haha.

It was also my first time to ride in LRT 2 last Friday. Haha. Huwaw. I liked it so much there. Color purple. Haha. It was like also an airport. Haha. I thought I was going to Japan when I was there. Haha. Joke. The LRT 1 must be like that. Really. Ampangit kaya sobra ng LRT 1. Ambulok. Though they are already upgrading or replacing their trains with a much more accomodating train, mas maganda pa rin talaga ang LRT 2. Haha. Purple eh. Haha. Basta.

Aun. Haha. I need to get back to work. My Computer project's not yet finished. Haha. Wait, look at what my Computer professor did. A mosaic of our whole class. Haha.

sayang.

Before that, our school won in the WNCAA Cheerdance Competition yesterday held at Cuneta Astrodome. Yay!!! Haha. Miriam College placed second while EAC placed third. Haha. Wee! Haha.

We went to Jazzy's house yesterday after the competition because it was fiesta there. I ate yummy yummy food! Haha. I especially loved the fried chicken and the buko salad. It was so yummy! Haha. I should have brought some to our home. Tee-hee. Haha. Jazzy! Penge! Haha.

I already met Jazzy's relatives and friends last night. At last. I already met the people who she was always talking about. Haha. They were nice and funny, some of them. Some were UFC(Uyy, feeling close) also. Haha.

I was supposed to sleep at Jazzy's house last night, but because of the overprotectiveness of my parents, they did not allow me to sleep there. Aww. I so hate it. We thought of oh so many reasons so that my parents would allow me, but it did no good. Ayaw pa rin talaga. Tsk. Sayang. Sayang. Oh well. There's still other time, I know that.

Oh, last Friday we watched The Holiday in MoA. Haha. Ang ganda! Haha. Though I don't like Jack Black's role there. Hindi siya bagay sa mga romance films. Pang-comedy lang talaga dapat siya. Haha. Nonetheless, the film was good. I really appreciated the beauty of Cameron there. Basta. Haha.

Oooohh. I need to do many things. Pero, tinatamad ako. Soobra. Haha. I'm running out of reasons why I shouldn't do those things, but I am still not doing it. Haha. Ugh. I need a very "masipag" person and transfer all those "kasipagan" to me. Haha.

to the left, to the left.

The title of this post has got nothing to do with the post. Haha. I just love Beyonce's Irreplaceable. Haha.

I love the way things are turning out now. Wala lang. :)

Last Friday, me and my friends went to the house of Jazzy's uncle because... we wanted to hang out there. Haha. But first, we went to Puregold to buy a 1-kilo french fries and some junk foods. Yum yum! Haha.

It was like a province in Jazzy's uncle's house. Haha. His house has lots of stray cats and chickens, it was old-fashioned, there were many trees and it was very quiet. I never thought that there are still places like that in Manila. Haha.

Also, Jazzy introduced us to her friend, Kim. She was so... noisy. Haha. She never ran out of story. She even told story about her personal life. Haha. And, she acted like we knew her a long time ago. Haha. I find it weird, because I am not like that when I meet people for the first time.

We went to Buendia at 5pm because that's where i will take a ride home. He accompanied me there. but, we ate first at KFC. I ordered a gogo meal. Yum. Also, we talked alot of things there. It was fun. Haha.

Yesterday, our class along with the other classes, went to Lubao, Pampanga for our NSTP. We taught children there. The place was so dirty and it is so far from civilization. But the green mango they sell there costs only 1.50php. Huwaw. It's so cheap. Haha. And it's not that sour. Yum yum. Haha.

This week will be a vusy week, I think. Argh. Sobrang tinatamad na ko. Tsk tsk.

I want to go to Manila Zoo. Seryoso. Haha.

Look at this gif. Haha. Wala lang. I find it really cute. I didn't make this one, though. This is my screen saver in my cell phone. Haha.

I will forever love anyone who can help me do my project in Computer. Soobrang tinatamad na ako. Haha. Pleasa contribute videos that can be played in Windows Media Player. :)

sneaking.

It's our Computer time again. And as usual, I am not doing what our prof told us to do. Haha. 'Coz it's boring. I'd rather do the task in our home rather than here. Haha. So, I'd just blog her. Haha. It's much more fun.

Yesterday was fun. Sort of. We went to our friend's house because we will have a drinking session again. They waited for me and Jazzy at Jollibee - Vito Cruz. And, when I saw who we were with, I was surprised because we were so many than what I expected. And, I don't know the two people that my other friends brought. Haha.

So there. We went first to Frio Mixx because we were starving. I ordered carbonara + lemon iced tea. Yum yum! THey said that the lemon iced tea was not delicious, but they're wrong. I really loved the taste of it. Haha.

After eating there, we headed to our friend's house. Oh, they bought a sprite and GSM Premium. That was what we drank there. Eeewww. I don't usually drink stuffs like that, but I was ashamed to say no to them, considering that I really don't know them so much yet and.. the owner of the house might get angry if I said no(though she has no right to get angry to me because.. secret! :p). So to get rid of drinking so much of that yucky drink, I always go outside. My excuses were "I will just get fresh air", "Sasamahan ko lang si Jazzy sa labas", "Pupuntahan ko lang sina Kencel". Haha. But, even though I get to go outside, I still got a little tipsy. Haha. Tsk tsk.

At 7pm, we went home. He accompanied me up to the bus stop. Haha. It was fun being with him. And, he asked me something that really made my heart beat so fast. But, I was able to answer his question in the sense that I was on the safe side. Haha. Yay.

Aun. Ayaw ko na. Gagawa na ko sa Computer. Baka mapagalitan na ko ni Sir. Haha. :)

laughing trip.

Laughing trip. That's what I've been doing lately. Because..

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I'll just continue this post later. Because I'm currently doing our Midterm Exam in Basic Computer. Haha. My professor might scold me if he saw me doing this instead of my MT. Haha.
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I am already finished doing my MT in Basic Computer. Haha. It was jsut easy. Thank you so much to my Computer teacher back in high school because she gave me knowledge about hyperlinking. Haha. :)

Anyways. On with the post. As what I have said earlier. Laughing trip, as what my friends would call, is what I've doing lately. Because.. I actually don't know. I am much happier now than before. When everything was still so complicated. When everything was so full of lies. When, when. Argh. I'd rather not talk about it. Basta. I am much happier now. Haha. Goodness.

~**~

Last Friday, that was January 12, we went to Metrowalk because Kencel will treat us because it was his birthday last Monday, January 8. Wee! Haha. It was fun, though there were some insensitive and stupid people there. Tsk.

They fetched us in our school and headed straight there. While waiting for Kencel to rent that VIP Room, Jazzy and I went to Quantum to play air hockey. Haha. I enjoyed playing that. Especially because I often win during our game. Haha. Yay!

Ken called us already. So we went to the room. And, guess what I saw there. Someone insensitive(I will not tell the name because someone I know might read it and tell it to this person) and the new, no -- not new because it was his ex, girl. Tsk tsk. How stupid. Ankapal ng muka niya para dalhin niya iyon dun. Isa siyang sinungaling. Basta. I know you won't understand what I mean here, but I do not want to tell the whole story here because someone I know might read this.

Nonetheless, I still enjoyed. Haha. Why would I not enjoy because of them, ayt? Haha. We had so much fun there. They sang and played billiards, while I just watched them and munched my favorite snack, french fries. Haha. It might not look like much, but I really enjoyed there. Haha.

At 5pm, we went to Starbucks to have some coffee. Actually it was just me who had coffee. Haha. We left Jazzy and JR in a certain place because we want them to talk. Haha. Edi aun. Basta. We went home at around 7 or 8pm.

~**~

Last Saturday, my family went to MOA to watch Pyro Olympics. Gawd. There were so many people and it was so traffic. Nakakabadtrip. Nonetheless, when I saw the fireworks, all the irritability that I felt before was gone. Haha. The fireworks display was so beautiful. I've never seen such fireworks as beautiful as that. Basta. Huwaw. Haha.

~**~

Last Tuesday, Kencel went to our school because.. Wala lang. Haha. Jazzy, Jaja, Kencel and I went to McDonald's to, of course, eat. Haha. Ansaya. Lauhging trip talaga. Haha. If you just saw us yesterday, all we did was laugh. Haha. Enjoy.

~**~

Our MT in Chemistry was cancelled! Yay. Haha. So, that means I will not have to study now. Haha. Yay! :)

london bridge.

Waw. Bowling For Soup definitely rocks! Haha. Watch their version of Fergie's London Bridge! Waw. Über ganda! Haha. They did it way better than what Fergie did. Really. I was really amazed. Huwaw. Love it! Haha. And, I also like their guitars. Especially the one Chris was using. It was sooo cute. I want to have that. Haha. "Oh snap!"

Bowling For Soup - Turning bad songs into good, one cover at a time.

purple.

Wala lang. I just wanna share this to you guys. I really love purple. That's my favorite color. Haha. Angaling. From the quiz that I took, it says there that my blog color is purple! Yes naman!

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Wala lang. I'm doing our Comm Arts 2 project. Siningit ko lang to. Haha. I really don't feel like studying. Tsk tsk. This sem is not as exciting as last sem. Dunno why. I just feel like going out, and going out, and going out. Haha. I don't want to study anymore. But I have to, because I have a dream. I want to become someone whome my parents can be proud of. Naks! Haha. Anyways, wala lang. I have to get back to work. So. Bbye! :)

conversation.

In Harrison Plaza..

Text message:

I think we have to stop this... I'm sorry

Silence. Kaba. Gulat. Shock. Mixed emotions.

M: Basahin mo.
J: Oh my God. Ano to?
M: *shocked* Ewan ko. Replayan mo. Kunwari ikaw yung nakabasa ng text. Kunwari hndi ko pa nababasa kasi nasa'yo yung fone ko.
J: Osigesige.

Text conversation between J and N:

J: Ui. C *toot* to. Hindi niya pa nababasa yung text mo kasi nasakin yung fone niya. Bakit ganito? Anong nangyari? Maybe you should talk things over.
N: Cge. Ngayon na.
J: Papunta kami sa MOA.
N: E pupunta pa ko sa school eh. Hindi ako makakasunod dyan.
J: Gusto mo puntahan ka na lang namin?
N: Kayo bahala. Pero wag n'yo ko sisisishin na pinuntahan n'yo ko dito ah.
J: Nagtataka si *toink* kung bakit kami pupunta sa school n'yo pero ok lang daw.

Fast forward.. Fast forward..

In LRT:

J: Di ba may sasabihin ka kay *toink*? Sabihin mo na bago tayo umalis.
N: Eeee. Umalis ka. Pano kami makakapag-usap kung andyan ka?
M: Hindi. Dyan ka lang. Anyways, malalaman mo rin naman yung pagu-uusapan namin kaya dyan ka na lang. Nakakatamda magkwento eh.
J: Ay. Tinamad. Haha.
N: Ayoko. Wala. Sumakay na tayo sa LRT.
M: Seryoso ako. Mag-usap na tayo.
N: *toot* alis na.
J: Aalis na ko.
M; Dyan ka lang.
N: Tara na. Ayoko na.
M: Anu ba? Sige na nga, lumayo ka muna samin. Game.
N: Lumapit ka. Pano tayo makakapag-usap kung malayo ka?
M: Hindi naman kelangan magkalapit ang lahat ng taong nag-uusap.
N: Ayoko. Lumapit ka.
M: Ayoko. Game. Usap na tayo.
N: Ayoko. Tara na. *walk out*
M: Anu ba yan. Ang arte.
J: Oo nga. Tsk.
M: *lapit kay N* Sige na. Mag-usap na tayo. Layo ka muna *toink*. Game.
N: *almost whispering* Itigil na muna natin to.
M: Replay. Ulitin mo nga yung sinabi mo.
N: Itigil na muna natin to.
M: Bakit may muna?
N: Ayaw mo?
M: Oo.
*silence*
M: Anu bang rason mo? Anu bang rason mo?
N: Mag-aayos muna ako.
M: Ah. Ok. Sigurado ka na ba d'yan?
N: *silence* Oo.
M: Ok.

End of conversation.

Text conversation between M and N:

N: I'm sorry...
M: I love myself and my pride more, so youo don't have to say sorry. I'm not hurt. *blah blah blah*
N: Are we cool?
M: Nyee. Do you really want me to answer that silly question?
N: I won't be asking that question if I don't need an answer.
M: Let's not be a hypocrite. No, we're not cool.

End.

~**~

I really had a great time last Thursday. I went to my alma mater, De La Salle Lipa, to visit my friends. Haha. Precious and Beverly accompanied me on my visit there.

They toured me to the TS Building. Huwaw. I liked it so much there. It was so nice. I especially liked the rooftop. Mahangin. Haha. Basta.

I felt like I'm a celebrity there. Haha. Because everytime I see a kakilala or kaibigan, they always greet me. Haha. Tapos kahit yung hindi ko naman pinapansin or hindi ako pinapansin dati, todo pansin na sakin ngayon. Haha. Nakakaloko talaga.

Nakisit-in ako sa klse ni Beverly. Philippine History yung subject. Ansaya. Haha. Inacknowledge pa nung prof yung presence ko doon. Haha. Hindi man lang siya nagalit o kung anuman. Haha. Ayos.

~**~

I went to Vito Cruz - St. Anthony - Parañaque - Vito Cruz - Boni today. Wala lang. Honestly, I didn't enjoy what happened to us yesterday. Well, maybe except for the times when Kencel was trying to crack a joke. Basta. Aun na un.

~**~

The title of this post was supposed to be bad good start of the year, but I dunno why I changed it. Haha. Anyways, wala lang. I feel indifferent.