conversation.

In Harrison Plaza..

Text message:

I think we have to stop this... I'm sorry

Silence. Kaba. Gulat. Shock. Mixed emotions.

M: Basahin mo.
J: Oh my God. Ano to?
M: *shocked* Ewan ko. Replayan mo. Kunwari ikaw yung nakabasa ng text. Kunwari hndi ko pa nababasa kasi nasa'yo yung fone ko.
J: Osigesige.

Text conversation between J and N:

J: Ui. C *toot* to. Hindi niya pa nababasa yung text mo kasi nasakin yung fone niya. Bakit ganito? Anong nangyari? Maybe you should talk things over.
N: Cge. Ngayon na.
J: Papunta kami sa MOA.
N: E pupunta pa ko sa school eh. Hindi ako makakasunod dyan.
J: Gusto mo puntahan ka na lang namin?
N: Kayo bahala. Pero wag n'yo ko sisisishin na pinuntahan n'yo ko dito ah.
J: Nagtataka si *toink* kung bakit kami pupunta sa school n'yo pero ok lang daw.

Fast forward.. Fast forward..

In LRT:

J: Di ba may sasabihin ka kay *toink*? Sabihin mo na bago tayo umalis.
N: Eeee. Umalis ka. Pano kami makakapag-usap kung andyan ka?
M: Hindi. Dyan ka lang. Anyways, malalaman mo rin naman yung pagu-uusapan namin kaya dyan ka na lang. Nakakatamda magkwento eh.
J: Ay. Tinamad. Haha.
N: Ayoko. Wala. Sumakay na tayo sa LRT.
M: Seryoso ako. Mag-usap na tayo.
N: *toot* alis na.
J: Aalis na ko.
M; Dyan ka lang.
N: Tara na. Ayoko na.
M: Anu ba? Sige na nga, lumayo ka muna samin. Game.
N: Lumapit ka. Pano tayo makakapag-usap kung malayo ka?
M: Hindi naman kelangan magkalapit ang lahat ng taong nag-uusap.
N: Ayoko. Lumapit ka.
M: Ayoko. Game. Usap na tayo.
N: Ayoko. Tara na. *walk out*
M: Anu ba yan. Ang arte.
J: Oo nga. Tsk.
M: *lapit kay N* Sige na. Mag-usap na tayo. Layo ka muna *toink*. Game.
N: *almost whispering* Itigil na muna natin to.
M: Replay. Ulitin mo nga yung sinabi mo.
N: Itigil na muna natin to.
M: Bakit may muna?
N: Ayaw mo?
M: Oo.
*silence*
M: Anu bang rason mo? Anu bang rason mo?
N: Mag-aayos muna ako.
M: Ah. Ok. Sigurado ka na ba d'yan?
N: *silence* Oo.
M: Ok.

End of conversation.

Text conversation between M and N:

N: I'm sorry...
M: I love myself and my pride more, so youo don't have to say sorry. I'm not hurt. *blah blah blah*
N: Are we cool?
M: Nyee. Do you really want me to answer that silly question?
N: I won't be asking that question if I don't need an answer.
M: Let's not be a hypocrite. No, we're not cool.

End.

~**~

I really had a great time last Thursday. I went to my alma mater, De La Salle Lipa, to visit my friends. Haha. Precious and Beverly accompanied me on my visit there.

They toured me to the TS Building. Huwaw. I liked it so much there. It was so nice. I especially liked the rooftop. Mahangin. Haha. Basta.

I felt like I'm a celebrity there. Haha. Because everytime I see a kakilala or kaibigan, they always greet me. Haha. Tapos kahit yung hindi ko naman pinapansin or hindi ako pinapansin dati, todo pansin na sakin ngayon. Haha. Nakakaloko talaga.

Nakisit-in ako sa klse ni Beverly. Philippine History yung subject. Ansaya. Haha. Inacknowledge pa nung prof yung presence ko doon. Haha. Hindi man lang siya nagalit o kung anuman. Haha. Ayos.

~**~

I went to Vito Cruz - St. Anthony - Parañaque - Vito Cruz - Boni today. Wala lang. Honestly, I didn't enjoy what happened to us yesterday. Well, maybe except for the times when Kencel was trying to crack a joke. Basta. Aun na un.

~**~

The title of this post was supposed to be bad good start of the year, but I dunno why I changed it. Haha. Anyways, wala lang. I feel indifferent.