Friday, June 15, 2007

new world.

Yes. I am finally coming back, I think. Haha. :D

Last Wednesday was the start of our classes. Unfortunately, me and five of my friends(I am not actually friends with the other one. I don't like her much. Actually, everyone of us doesn't really like her. Haha.) were moved to another section which is 201A. We were not happy about what happened because we were expecting that we will still be on the B block this sem, but the world turned back on us. Boo-hoo. So, being with the A block, and being with people on the A block was not fun at all. And when I say not fun at all, it's not really really fun. It feels like we sre surrounded by people mocking us always. And, of course, they dominated the block because aside from the fact that they are really the original owner of the block, they are 19 people close to each other, while us, we are only 6 people, and we don't like the other one of us. Haha. How bad is that. So whenever they are laughing, we can't relate to them, and they ignore us. They don't care about us. How dare they call themselves Psychology students when they are so insensitive. They don't care about our feelings. Tsk tsk.

And, there is another thing that hurts our feelings. The former A block(our new blockmates) blames the former B block(which is us) because they were also deblocked. Half of their class were moved to 201B. They said that if it weren't for our other blockmates who were delisted from Psychology or shifted to another course, they wouldn't be deblocked. How dare them. I think it's not totally our fault.

I am not feeling my new blockmates. They are so weird and "mababaw". I don't know. Maybe it's just me, but I really don't like their faces and attitudes. I know, I know. I am judmental. Haha. But I really don't like them. Haha.

Ok. Enough of them. Let's talk about what happened today. Haha.

I am so happy today because me and my friends saw each other again for the advanced celebration of my birthday. Haha. Also, one of our friend came back from Italy. Haha. So it was a double celebration, my birthday and the coming back of our friend. Haha. It was really really fun.

After Klarisse's class, she and I went back to Lipa together. We arrived at our tambayan at 3:30pm, I think. Haha. And we saw our TFC friend. Haha. We were so happy because we weren't able to see him personally for about a year, and he has changed. His hair changed. That's all. Haha. And, they gave me a surprise. Haha. But our TFC friend said it to me while they were buying it. Haha. Nonetheless, I was still surprised and overwhelemed. Haha. I love my friends so much. Haha.

Carlo, the TFC friend, treated us lots of liquors, drinks and food. They were overflowing! Haha. But i didn't drink much because I don't feel it. Haha. It was pure ecstacy. Just the right thing I need for all the stress school is giving me. Argh. Haha. All we did was just pure laugh. No dull moments. No senti moments. It was just all pure fun and happiness. It felt so good to be with my friends again. After a month, we were able to see each other again. Haha. I really love them so much. Haha.

I'm off now. I need to rest. My feet's aching so much. Ciao! :)

Wednesday, May 30, 2007


newer and fresher. a major comeback? haha.


And, super belated happy birthday to my blog(051807). :)

Saturday, April 21, 2007

on-screen keyboard.

gah. it's so hard to use an onscreen keyboard, so that's why i have not been udating. haha. nagloloko ang keyboard namin. tsk tk. haha. aun. maguupdate na lang ako pag ayos na to o kaya naisipan na nilang bumili ng bago. haha. :)

Aun. Haha. My brother managed to fix our keyboard. Yay! Haha.

Anyways, this week was fun, and irritating. Haha. Kasi anhirap makaalis sa bahay, anhirap tumakas, ang ingay ni mama pa. Haha.

Last Monday, i went to our school to finish my application for my major next sem. Unfortunately, we weren't able to submit the requirements because the application forms are not yet available. Tsk. So, I just went there for nothing. Gah. I would have to go back there on April 30.

Because I wasn't able to do what I was supposed to do there, Kencel and I just went out. Haha. We went to MoA. I forgot what we did there. Haha. Basta. Aun.

Oh, my friends and I had an outing last Thursday. We went to Kawilihan in Lipa. Haha. I wasn't supposed to be there because my mom did not allow me to go, but I sneaked out of our house when my mom and dad went to work already. Haha. Pero nagpaalam naman ako kay ina noong umalis na ko, tinext ko siya. Haha.

I had fun though we were only few becuase some of our friends have summer classes. Tsk tsk. Haha. Aun. Lorenz taught me how to float in water, but I wasn't able to learn. It was so tiring. Haha. Also, Kim was always bringing me to the center of the pool, which was the deepest part of the pool. Haha.

We went home at 5:30pm, I think. Because my parents and Bibi's parents don't know that that we had an outing. Haha.

So there. I miss my friends already! Haha.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

update. at last.

Yey. An update. Finally. I've managede to convince myself to blog again. Haha. Tinatamad na talaga kooo. Hindi lang magblog, sa lahat ng bagay na. Haha. Bakasyon na kasi eh. Haha.

Bakasyon na! Sobrang ramdam ko na ang bakasyon. Natutulog nanaman kasi ako ng late tapos lagi ako walang magawa. Haha. At ayoko ng mga ginagawa ko. Gusto ko naman may magawa. Sobrang amboring ng buhay eh. Haha.

So, that's it. Haha. I've got really nothing to say. Because there is nothing to share. Maybe there is, but I opt not to share it. Because it's a taboo. Because I don't know. Haha. Basta as of the moment, I am very happy and I'm in the state of ecstacy. Haha.

I miss my high school friends, really. My college friends also, of course. But not all of them. Haha.

I'll update a very sensible entry soon. But just not now. I'm currently not in the mood to write anything. :)

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

hello world.

Wala lang.

I remember "Hello World" as an example in our Computer class way back when I was in high school. Wala lang. I just remembered it, and my Computer teacher back then, Ms. Obre. Hello Ms. Obre! :)

And yes, I am officially back to the blogging world. Yay! :D :D :D Though I still have an exam tomorrow in Computer and Theology + an exam on Chemistry next Monday. Aja! Kaya ko 'to. Haha.

A lot of things happened to me this past month. Accomplishments, failures, and realizations. Oooh. Time is really precious, big time. I should really learn how to treasure each and every moment of it and not waste it. But, I also have to keep in mind that patience is virtue. I shouldn't rush things, rushing things might lead me to sudden death. Hmmmm.

I am a lot happier now than before and will be happier by tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and the day after the day after tomorrow, and... hopefully forever. Haha. I am so glad that the 'stupid + weird + heartbreaking + ouch + pride + dumb moment' that happened earlier this year happened. To remind you of that, click here. Because of that, I've learned and realized so many things. And also, a better and much happier thing happened to me. Haha. *ismayl* I am sooo happy now. Maybe if I am still in that 'surreal', I wouldn't be this happy. Haha. I've waked up, and I am now in reality. I am facing reality now. I know that, and I am very sure of that.

During the span of time that I was away with 'her', I've realized that I really didn't love her. Yes, you read it right. She is a 'her' and not a 'him'. I just liked her, because she is kind and all. I almost thought she was perfect, in terms of... basta. But no, she isn't. And she will never be. Nobody is, anyway. What I felt for that person was just 'physical attraction' and not 'love'. I just misinterpreted what I felt for her, well, because, I thought I loved her. Basta. Weird. Also. Err. I wanted to prove to someone that I have moved on. That I wasn't affected by what happened to us. Remember my post last November 2? The person who gave me that text message was that someone. I know, I know. I was wrong, damn wrong. I shouldn't have really gave in to what I thought I was feeling. Silly me. Tsk. Whatever.

To her, thank you. For the times that we had been together, you made me feel special, and you made me happy. I want to bring back the closeness that we had. Really. I miss you. Oh, I wish you and her happiness. Don't ever break up again, ok? So you would't have to be confused again and hurt other's feelings. Haha. I still hate you, btw. Can't erase that feeling. Tsk.

To him, thank you also. And, I can finally say that I really have moved on. Thanks to him. Haha. I am over you now. Promise. Haha. Good luck to you and her. I wish you happiness. Really. Haha. I wanna see you again, it's been a long since we last saw each other. I miss you. I can still say that, right? Anyway, you are still my friend naman. Haha.

Take note: Those two don't read my blog. Haha. And I hope they wouldn't. Haha.

The reason why I was typing this is because I was with her a while ago. Along with our other friends. Haha. Wala lang. Napagtanto ko lang ang lahat ng ito. Haha.

I desperately want to change my layout. Pero tinatamad akoooo. Igawa n'yo ko. Haha. :)

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

la lang.

Tagged by Avy, a long long time ago. Haha.

"Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!"

1. I hate her.

2. I don't like to stay at home. I always want to go out with anyone na pwede kong hilahin.

3. I always make sure that I correct people if their grammar is wrong.

4. I like the smell of insecticides and detergents. Oh, gases too.

5. I do my projects/requirements/assignments or whatever the day before the submission. No, actually madaling araw ko ginagawa. Haha.

6. I like brutal scenes. Yung may mga patayan. Haha.

7. I love to kill cockroaches.

8. I tend to laugh alone.

9. I like biting people in their shoulders.

10. I am starting to dislike chocolates.