hello world.

Wala lang.

I remember "Hello World" as an example in our Computer class way back when I was in high school. Wala lang. I just remembered it, and my Computer teacher back then, Ms. Obre. Hello Ms. Obre! :)

And yes, I am officially back to the blogging world. Yay! :D :D :D Though I still have an exam tomorrow in Computer and Theology + an exam on Chemistry next Monday. Aja! Kaya ko 'to. Haha.

A lot of things happened to me this past month. Accomplishments, failures, and realizations. Oooh. Time is really precious, big time. I should really learn how to treasure each and every moment of it and not waste it. But, I also have to keep in mind that patience is virtue. I shouldn't rush things, rushing things might lead me to sudden death. Hmmmm.

I am a lot happier now than before and will be happier by tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and the day after the day after tomorrow, and... hopefully forever. Haha. I am so glad that the 'stupid + weird + heartbreaking + ouch + pride + dumb moment' that happened earlier this year happened. To remind you of that, click here. Because of that, I've learned and realized so many things. And also, a better and much happier thing happened to me. Haha. *ismayl* I am sooo happy now. Maybe if I am still in that 'surreal', I wouldn't be this happy. Haha. I've waked up, and I am now in reality. I am facing reality now. I know that, and I am very sure of that.

During the span of time that I was away with 'her', I've realized that I really didn't love her. Yes, you read it right. She is a 'her' and not a 'him'. I just liked her, because she is kind and all. I almost thought she was perfect, in terms of... basta. But no, she isn't. And she will never be. Nobody is, anyway. What I felt for that person was just 'physical attraction' and not 'love'. I just misinterpreted what I felt for her, well, because, I thought I loved her. Basta. Weird. Also. Err. I wanted to prove to someone that I have moved on. That I wasn't affected by what happened to us. Remember my post last November 2? The person who gave me that text message was that someone. I know, I know. I was wrong, damn wrong. I shouldn't have really gave in to what I thought I was feeling. Silly me. Tsk. Whatever.

To her, thank you. For the times that we had been together, you made me feel special, and you made me happy. I want to bring back the closeness that we had. Really. I miss you. Oh, I wish you and her happiness. Don't ever break up again, ok? So you would't have to be confused again and hurt other's feelings. Haha. I still hate you, btw. Can't erase that feeling. Tsk.

To him, thank you also. And, I can finally say that I really have moved on. Thanks to him. Haha. I am over you now. Promise. Haha. Good luck to you and her. I wish you happiness. Really. Haha. I wanna see you again, it's been a long since we last saw each other. I miss you. I can still say that, right? Anyway, you are still my friend naman. Haha.

Take note: Those two don't read my blog. Haha. And I hope they wouldn't. Haha.

The reason why I was typing this is because I was with her a while ago. Along with our other friends. Haha. Wala lang. Napagtanto ko lang ang lahat ng ito. Haha.

I desperately want to change my layout. Pero tinatamad akoooo. Igawa n'yo ko. Haha. :)

la lang.

Tagged by Avy, a long long time ago. Haha.

RULES:
"Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!"

1. I hate her.

2. I don't like to stay at home. I always want to go out with anyone na pwede kong hilahin.

3. I always make sure that I correct people if their grammar is wrong.

4. I like the smell of insecticides and detergents. Oh, gases too.

5. I do my projects/requirements/assignments or whatever the day before the submission. No, actually madaling araw ko ginagawa. Haha.

6. I like brutal scenes. Yung may mga patayan. Haha.

7. I love to kill cockroaches.

8. I tend to laugh alone.

9. I like biting people in their shoulders.

10. I am starting to dislike chocolates.