tagged.

kim and jhed tagged me. lol. so i have to do this:

instructions:
1. the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different descriptions of their perfect lover.
2. he/she needs to mention the sex/gender of their perfect lover.
3. he/she must tag 8 more people to join this game and leave a comment on their respective sites announcing that they have been tagged.
4. if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.

~**~

perfect lover, eh? of course, i need that! haha. syempre naman, sino bang hindi di ba? lol. but is there really a perfect lover? hmmm. :p

anhirap naman nito. wala ako mailagay. lol. ilang minuto na ang nakalilipas ah. haii. hehe.

SMART. hindi smart subscriber ah. globe ako eh. lol. someone who is not smart only in academics, but also in other aspects. one who could help me with my assignments[yung iba lang ah.] haha. one who could give me advices whenever i have problems, academically or not, or whatsoever. mga ganun. haha. one who could make me feel that life has a brighter side.

GOD-FEARING. aun. one who loves and rsepects God. one who could go to the church with me. i really want a guy like that. ankyot pag ganun. haha. one who would pray with me. mga ganun.

PROMISE KEEPER. he has to keep his promises. it's a must. yung hindi ako paaasahin sa wala. if ever he broke one of his promises, i want to hear it from him, not with other people. i want him to be really honest with me. napakaimposible naman kasi na matutupad ng isang tao ang lahat ng promises niya.

anu pa? wala na ko maisip. lol.

WILD. haha. one who's not boring. i want him to be madaldal, makwento. but in the right time and place. who would always talk to me and will not run out of stories to tell. masaya yun! haha. but he has to talk sensible things. pede na rin yung hindi, pero minsan lang ah. lol.

OPTIMISTIC. one who sees the brighter side of the world. one who never gives up easily. one who always think that there is a way and solution in every problem. aun. one who thinks positively. one who could brighten up my day when i'm feeling so down. aun.

FRIENDLY. he has to be kind to all my friends. he should really get along with my friends. because i really love my friends. one who would not take me away from them. yung papayagan ako an gumimik with them without him, minsan. aun. and he should also like my parents. syempre naman. aun.

UNDERSTANDING. he has to understand me. he has to accept me for who i am. yung hindi ako babaguhin. aun. he has to understand that sometimes, i can't go out with him, that i have something to do, that i have to text other guys. mga ganun. open-minded ba. aun.

SWEET. he has to be really sweet to me. lol. one who would bring me food when i'm hungry, who would hug me when i'm feeling lonely. something like that. aun. i want someone who would not bring my self-esteem down. he has to be proud of me. haha.

tapos na. but it's not really a must. it's too good to be true. haha. aun.

found him na pala. haha.

i will ask these people to do the same thing as i did.

memesh. rowjie. alona. jochie. mich. mayc. gracey. karla.

enrolled!

i'm already enrolled in st. scho. kahapon lang. aun. ayos! may school na rin ako na mapapasukan. lol. i will be moving in quezon city next week. dun ako titira eh. aun. i saw gail and ranah there also. then me and my mom met a family. financial grantee sila. katuwa nga kausap yung nanay eh. parang matagal na namin kakilala kung makipagusap samen. lol. there's just one thing i'm complaining about st. scho. ampanget ng uniform! haha. it's too conservative. madre daw kase. amp. lol. whatever. anu pang magagaw ko? 100 years ng ganun ang uniform dun. alangan naman baguhin ko pa. haha. at as if naman mababago ko yun. lol.

i had my hair cut last saturday from a salon in tanauan. ang iksi na ng buhok ko ngayon. i never had my hair cut this short before. aun. lol.

went to quezon city last sunday with my family. utos ni granpa. lol. wala lang. tumambay at tumangla lang ako dun. went to tiendesitas after. we ate there. ayos lang ang food. masarap narin. pero ang pinakaayos na part dun eh yung mga nagpeperform! haha. they're singing songs from i think 80's or 70's? i dunno. basta ang nag-eenjoy eh yung mga matatanda. lol. then a girl sang. i think her name is lienel(?)[hindi ko lam spelling. lol.] she is not part of the band. audience lang siya. aun. ayos! angaleng niya kumanta. lol. dinedicate niya un song para sa father niya because it's his birthday. aun. tapos biglang sabi saken ng tatay ko.
dad: answeet naman niya, kinakantahan niya tatay niya.
me: hindi ako marunong kumanta eh.
aun. haha. basta. went home after. tapos tulog na. pagod eh.

sa sasakyan nung sunday. my parents are fighting. at gano kasakit para sakin ang marinig sa tatay ko na sinasabi niya sa nanay ko na "ano? hiwalay na tayo?" it really hurts. syempre. anak ako tas maririnig ko yun sa tatay ko. aba naman.

edited.

i erased my post entitled disclaimer because i saw that pauleen has the same post as mine. even the link. siguro nga ako yung nanggaya kasi mas nauna siya nagspot. sorry. i didn't mean it. aun lang.

stupid?

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lately, i've been thinking too much. again. i haven't done that since i left school for vacation. lol. but i'm not thinking about academics or something. it's about him. stupid? i don't know. maybe. i really don't know why i've been too much about him lately. alam ko pala. kasi matagal na kami wala communication. tsk tsk.

why do teenagers engage in boy-girl relationships? mamaya o sa susunod na ang sagot. aba'y 4:14am na ho. kelangan ko naman matulog. lol.

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ayoko na pala sagution. lol. kayo na lang ang sumagot para saken. ano? why do teenagers engage in boy-girl relationships nga ba? :p

amfufu ng globe.

wee! sa wakas. i've got my fone back! nyaha! but i can only have it this weekend. how sad. *sigh*. nonetheless, i still got it and now, i can text everyone. lol. mish ku na kaya sila. haha. ansaya. lol.

stupid globe. ayaw magunli! nasira nanaman ata ang network nila. haii. hanggang linggo na nga lang eh. jas! haha. she will also get her fone this weekend. kapareho ko siya. tuwing weekend lang may fone. lol. she is also my tungayatz [nagpupuyat pero nakatunganga lang] together with alrina. lol. mis ku na kaw kateks jas. nyahaha.

lungkot + lungkot + saya.

ang entry na to ay isang kabangagan. minumungkahi kong basahin nyo ito kung kayo ay walang magawa at kapareho kong sabog/bangag. lol. :p

ako ay malungkot. for some reasons, i'm so lonely. because. anu. something's not right with me. totally not right. things are not happening the way i want to be. hindi naman lahat. yung iba lang. katulad ng ako ay grounded. oo. grounded ako. dahil bad girl "daw" ako. lol. aun. hindi tuloy ako makalabas ng bahay namin. maghapon lang tuloy ako nakaharap sa monitor at sa aming tv. gustong gusto ko pa naman lumabas sa aming bahay at maarawan man lang. pero hindi. hindi iyon maaari. gusto ko pa naman iexplore ang world. makakita ng ibang environment. at lahat. lol. ayos lang. ganun talaga ang buhay. next week pa ko makakalabas kasi pupunta na ako sa aming tahanan dun sa lugar na puno ng ingay, usok at pupu ng domestic animals also known as manila. aun. lol.

isa pang lungkot. kasi hindi ako makagawa ng paraan para magkaron kami ng communication. kung sinuman yun. kasi kinuha ang aking selepono. makukuha ko lang yun sa hunyo. sa pasukan. aun. kalungkot talaga. alam n'yo yun?! lol. aun. asar nga eh. ampupu pa. hindi siya nagool. nagool naman pala. kaso lang eh wrong timing. dahil aalis na ko pag nagool siya o kaya naman ay siya ang aalis. ayos diba? haii. aun. basta. malungkot. sa sabado ako ay magkakaron ng selepono thru my brother which will be coming back home from manila. kasi may pasok siya. sa dlsu siya kasi napasok. aun.

saya. dahil sa maghapon ako nakatungaga sa harap ng pc ay marame akong natutunan na kung anu-ano at marami akong nakitang site na aking kinaaliwan kahit pano. kahit pano naman ay sumaya ako diba. lol. aun. marami rin akong nadownload na mga kanta dahil nga sa wala akong magawa at sa maghapong pagharap sa pc namin. ayos! haha. naayos ko na rin ang aking winamp player. ngayon ay dun na ule ako nagpapatutugtog ng mga kanta na lubos kong ikinasiya. lol. aun.

bago na ang friendster. may changes. pwede na idisplay ang last name at nagbago ng format ang home. marami idinagdag. kaso lang. kanina. antagal bago ako nakapunta sa home. ambulok. lol. ayoko pa naman idisplay ang aking last name. lol. pero napilitan akong pindutin ang "yes, put my last name" para lamang makapasok sa home. lol. pero binago ko rin ang settings at nilagay ko sa "no" ang pagdidisplay sa last name. ayoko ikalat sa mundo ang aking last name eh, bakit ba? lol. at dun sa bagong friendster ay may hotties section! anu kaya yun? ano naman ang pakelam ko sa mga taong yun. hinid ko naman sila kilala. lol. kung anu anong kaechosan ang dinagdag ng friendster sa home na hindi ko masyadong nagustuhan. haha. ito po ay opinyon ko lamang. opinyo ng isang tao. lahat po ay may kanya kanyang opinyon. kung may naoffend man. pasensya na. lol.

what a day. i have nothing to do! i'm just here in our house. doing anything i want. alone. hmp. haii. hehe. dahil sa wala akong magawa e ipopost ko ang aking top 10 bands. haha.

my top 10 bands

10. finch
~~> ayos ang bandang to! it's an emo-punk band. lorenz introduced this band to me. pinadownload niya saken yung mga kanta neto. kase pinapaburn niya saken. aun. then when i listened to it, i liked it. haha. i love their songs, especially letters to you. wala lang. nakakarelate kase ako. it's about someone missing his love. he wants to be with his love. haha. aun. "On February 19, 2006, a posting from Finch's booking agent on a reputable alternative music website, Absolutepunk.net, revealed that the group is "officially on an 'indefinite hiatus'. Members of the band are currently jamming with other projects." (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Finch_%28US_band%29) hmp. sayang sila. ba't kaia? hmmm. haha. for more info about this band, click here.

09. the used
~~> isa pang ayos. haha. the used is an emo band. my cousin, bryan, introduced them to me. at first, i liked them coz steeg yung title ng mga kanta nila, para saken yun ah. haha. tas nagandahan na rin ako sa kanta, lalo na yung all that i've got. anganda! pakinggan n'yo. haha. aun. Bert McCracken is on vocals, Quinn Allman on guitar, Jeph Howard on bass, and Branden Steineckert on drums. [magkamuka yun vocalist ng band na to at vocalist ng mcr. lol.] for more info about his band, click here.

08. my chemical romance
~~> anwapu ni gerard way! haha. this band is so cool. haha. ankulet nila. their second to last latest album release, three cheers for sweet revenge, is so cool! haha. at yung cover ng album nila, kakaiba. gerard way made it, btw. haha. hiniram ko pa talaga yun cd nila kay alo para ilagay dito sa pc. lol. and their music videos, anganda! haha. emo na emo. tas aun. they have a new album, life on a murder scene, but i still haven't heard it yet. haha. for more info about this band, click here.

mamaya na yung iba. nitatamad na xe ako. lol.

wuhaha. wula lang. ansaya ko. grabe. kahit may kulang. basta. un. haha. nakakapraning sa bahay. hindi ako makaalis. argh! haha. hinihintay ko lang na magnext week para makagala ulet. haha. dapat kase sumama na ko sa lipa eh. kaso lang. katamad. kaya eto. internet na lang. haha. aun.

click here for my thoughts. haha.

Name: camille
Nickname: milai. milong.
B-day: 061790

1. FAVORITES:
-fave color: ** black. purple. red.
-fave food: ** anthing edible.
-fave drink: ** anthing potable.
-fave gig: ** anything fun.
-fave day: ** everyday! haha.
-fave no.: ** nakanaman. kahit ano. haha.
-fave motto: ** to be forgotten is worse than death. naks!
-fave game: ** badminton.
-fave friend: ** duh. kelangan ba may fave pa na friend?
-fave subject: ** literature. haha.
-fave song: ** wake up by coheeda nd cambria.
-fave artist: ** kahit sino. pwahaha.
-fave band: ** coheed and cambria.
-fave t.v. show: ** south park. haha.
-fave celebrity: ** kahit sino. haha.
-fave compliment: ** hmmm. lahat? haha.

2. HATERS LEAGUE
-hatest song/s in lyf: ** yung mga baduy. haha.
-hatest friend of yours: ** duh.
-hatest nightmare u ever had: ** ewan. wala e. haha.
-hatest comment you received: ** hmmm. wala naman.
-hatest relationship: ** wala.
-hatest compliment u received: ** wala e. haha.
-hatest celebrity: ** wala naman.
-hatest trait of yours: ** ewan. haha.

3. CHOOSE THIS or NOT:
-pink or blue? ** blue.
-family or friends? ** both.
-mall or house? ** house. it's more quiet here.
-music or art? ** music.
-PC or laptop? ** pc.
-cd player or i-pod? ** i-pod.
-friendster or myspace? ** friendster.
-type or write? ** type.
-sleep or awake? ** sleep.
-daydream or nightmare? ** daydream.
-fan or aircon? ** aircon.
-starlet or celebrity? ** celebrity.
-truth or dare? ** truth.
-single or twin? ** single.
-perfume or cologne? **cologne.
-water or juice? ** water.
-soda or icedtea? ** iced tea.
-biscuit or cracker? ** cracker.
-ala carte or buffet? ** buffet.
-chips or fruits? ** fruits.

4. UNBELIEVABLE
-most memorable event: ** :p
-most embarrassing event: ** :p
-most kilig moment: ** :p
-most stressful event: ** multi-tasking. doing school projects+dealing with other problems+making out with your parents.
-most lovable scene on t.v: ** when a boy/girl hugs his love.
-most likable lyrics of a song: ** the best part of believe is the lie.

5. KAKAKILIG!
-ever been in love? ** yep.
-ever felt you're heartbroken? ** ...
-ever hurt a loved one? ** maybe.
-ever kissed someone? ** yup. my friends. family.
-ever been hugged so tight? ** yah.
-ever been depressed coz of someone? ** slight.
-ever been dated by your crush? ** dunno.
-ever insulted your loved one? ** yah!
-ever slapped someone? ** yah.
-ever met a braggy person? ** yah.
-ever felt you're so tired bec. of answering this survey? ** nah.

haii. i don't have my fone. help! i posted "prayer" i got from luaquotes. just read on it if you care.

thoughts here: www.xanga.com/kissesmilai

Prayer

Oh, Supreme Being, and I don't mean me:
Give me the vision to see my parents as human beings, because if they aren't, what does that make me?
Give me vocabulary because the more I say you know, the less anyone does.
Give me freedom from television because I'm beginning to distrust its happy endings.
Give me sex education to correct what I first heard from thirteen year olds.
Give me homework to keep me from flunking Free Time.
Give me a map of the world so I may see that this town and I aren't the center of it.
Give me the knowledge that conformity is the enemy of friendship.
Give me the understanding that nobody ever grows up in a group, so I may find my own way.
Give me limits so I will know I'm loved.
And give me nothing that I haven't earned so taht this adolescence doesn't last forever.
Amen.

nyahaha. wula lang. i got this thingy in friendster. ankyot. if you care, just read on it.

btw, i passed in st. scho. dun na ko mag-aaral.

thoughts here: www.xanga.com/kissesmilai

what she/she says vs. what he/she means

She Says: "Bahala ka na."
She Means: "Pagsisihan mo ito."

She Says: "Sure, go ahead."
She Means: "I don't want you to."

She Says: "Hindi ako galit!."
She Means: "Galit ako."

She Says: "I just want a stable future."
She Means: "I want to be rich."

She Says: "Hindi ka marunong makinig."
She Means: "Sumunod ka sa gusto ko."

She Says: "Mahal mo ba ako?"
She Means: "May ipapabili ako."

She Says: "Gaano mo ako kamahal?"
She Means: "May kasalanan ako sa iyo."

She Says: "I'll be ready in 5 minutes."
She Means: "I'll be ready in 1 hour."

She Says: "Nakikinig ka ba?"
She Means: "Sumunod ka na kasi sa gusto ko."

She Says: "Masarap ba ang luto ko."
She Means: "Instant yan."

She Says: "Lets watch a movie."
She Means: "Magsha-shopping ako.

"IN ANSWER TO THE QUESTION:"MAY GINAWA BA AKO?" FROM THE BOYFRIEND.

She Says: "Wala."
She Means: "Marami."

She Says: "Ayokong pag-usapan."
She Means: "Bumubuwelo pa ako."

She Says: "Wala talaga."
She Means: "Hayup ka!"

She Says: "Wala. Talagang-talaga."
She Means: "Gusto ko nang mag-break."

WHAT HE SAYS VS. WHAT HE MEANS

He Says: "Gutom ako."
He Means: "Gutom ako."

He Says: "Inaantok ako."
He Means: "Inaantok ako."

He Says: "Pagod ako."
He Means: "Pagod ako."

He Says: "Gusto mo bang kumain?"
He Means: "Gusto kong kumain."

He Says: "Talagang gusto mo ang sineng ito?"
He Means: "Ang corny."

He Says: "What's wrong?"
He Means: "Hay naku, heto na naman tayo."

He Says: "OK naman ang haircut mo."
He Means: "Ngiiii!!"

He Says: "May nasabi ba ako?"
He Means: "Tama na nga iyan."

He Says: "Mag-usap tayo."
He Means: "Makinig ka. Magsasalita ako."

WHILE SHOPPING
He Says: "Hindi bagay sa iyo."
He Means: "Masyadong mahal."

He Says: "Maganda iyan."
He Means: "Mura."

He Says: "Bagay na bagay sa iyo. Bilhin mo."
He Means: "Gusto ko nang umuwi."

ON RELATIONSHIPS
When a relationship ends, a woman cries till hertear ducts dry, yaks on and on to her gfs, writesa poem, listens to sad music, raids the shops atGlorietta and Greenbelt and goes on a full beautymake-over-all these in a month or less. Then shegoes on with her life. A man only reacts from 6months to a year after break-up. This is the 3a.m. drunken call he makes to his ex "I hate you,you ruined my life...Uh, baka pwede pa tayo?"

ON MATURITY
Women take to maturity faster and earlier. A16-year-old female can effectively care for aninfant. A 16-year-old male can make the family dogdrink Tanduay. That's why high school romancesrarely work out.

ON PHONE ATTITUDE
A man uses the phone only if he has somethingspecific to say "Pare basket tayo bukas. Gym. 8sharp. Bye." He delivers a short telegraphicmessage and hangs up after 6 minutes. A womandoesn't need a particular reason to call a friend.She can visit her gal pal for a week and uponreturning home, call the same friend and chat forthree hours!

ON HANDWRITING
Men's chicken-scratch handwriting gives us aheadache. Women's letters give men migraine sheuses scented and colored stationeries and dot heri's with circles and hearts. She writes to dumphim and puts a smiley face or a sunflower at the end of the letter.

ON DIRECTIONS
When a female driver gets lost, she stops at a gasstation and asks for directions. A male driversimply won't even, if a little voice inside hishead is going, "May makakakita pa kaya sa atin nabuhay?" He'll drive around for two hours trying tofigure a way out.

ON PHOTOGRAPHY
Men take photography very seriously. They shellout thousands of pesos for state-of-the-artcameras and other equipment, build dark rooms andtake photography classes. Women buy Kodakinstamatics...and end up taking better pix. ----KOREK!

ON VANITY
Men are vain. They check their reflection onmirrors every chance they get. Women will checkthemselves out on shiny surface mirrors, spoons,silver balloons, store windows, some guy's bald head.

oh well, this has been a really boring day. andame ko na nagawa about this blog stuffs. lol. i'm not in the mood to write something. lol. katamad. i posted welcome home by coheed and cambria. this song's nice. emo kasi. haha. lol. i miss my friends. love you guys.

thoughts here: www.xanga.com/kissesmilai

Welcome Home
Coheed And Cambria

You could've been all i wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world
Well you're just as i presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all i do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life?
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed?
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
You stormed off to scar the armada
Like jesus played letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, i'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will i become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin i condemn you
Demon play, demon out!
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed?
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
Before i hope you die